Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback Photograph- our graduation song! see related

To my fellow Lakeland peers and under classmen:

I bid farewell to you all and wish you all the best in life. I may be graduating early but this does not mean I am disappearing. I know many people don't understand why I must do this but it's a personal feeling that I must do this to successed in life... I know this year has been hard for me and anyone who doesn't agree is merely blind! Lots of rumors and gossip that either I was the main topic or some part of.... I was told that's high school... and if that's true I surely don't wanna redo it anytime soon... I know years from now however I will look back on the good times and the bad times I have had here... Some better than others...

I do however want to say my fellow graduating peers... that although I have said I hated this place I leave with a memory of all of you.... I try to think of only the good ones because the negative ones only bring people down... There are so many of you that I would give a shout out to but I would feel really bad if I left someone out... I'm sure everyone knows I love them even though we may have our differences... I have come to the conclusion that no one is perfect and people get mad at the stupidest things... while people can also say things that hurt and feel like they can never take back and in some cases can not be forgiven.... I however do not want to walk away from here hating anyone... Hate is such a strong word... I know some of us will still be on unsteady grounds but this is the beginning of my healing process and the beginning of a new beginning.... that's alot of beginnings... I hope to see many of you outside of school...

So for now I say "See ya later..." Good byes are too sad.... However I will be back... I'm not that easy to get rid of for good.... I plan to take sometime to my self of christmas break and to start fresh around January 3.... Mr. Osner said the 2nd is still a holiday.... I think he knows best.... lol.... Anywho's I shall be starting fresh and have many plans for the beginning of the year.... Wish me luck! And the best of luck to you all too!!

P.S. I will be back for Prom and GRADUATION!!! Aint nothing stopping me now! 

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson Because of You see related

Well it's been awhile since I've made an entery and alot has happened. I friend of mine was killed and I havent talk to someone who i am really worried about... I hope he hasnt done something stupid.... I really just want to make sure he is alright... I know this would have been a shock to him... as it was to everyone else.... You know tomorrow is not promised... I just talked to him a few hours before it happened and then i received a text alittle before 1 saying something had happened.... Over money that is pathetic! for crying out loud money is not worth someone's life! But maybe that's just me....

Currently Listening Let's Get It: Thug Motivation 101 By Young Jeezy Soul Survivor see related

Oh Happy Days! Man I'm in a good mood I think it's the snow... That's cuz the snow mean snow days!!! NO SCHOOL!!! I can sleep all day! Man anymore I am a lazy butt lol. Yesterday I took a nap after school and forgot to wake up for work I was over an hour late! Good thing I work for my family or I would be unemployed right now.... LoL. Anywho's I had a pretty good day today and a really short day yesterday I guess that's cuz i slept all day yesterday.... Oh well it was greatly needed cuz I have been kinda cranky lately. I am so glad that christmas break is coming up soon... I really wanna just get out early and start saving up my money and getting used to being on my own... but i dont know if mr osner is going to let me graduate early yet or not... I will be finding out soon though... hopefully. I think I am going to miss this place alittle but not enough to actually want to come back. I am ready to be out on my own and venture the world.... I know it wont be easy but I am ready for any challenge life is willing to throw me.... I have to do it sooner or later.... and lets just say i'm a very impatient person.... Welp that's whats going on in my mind right now.... i will update tomorrow.... if we have schoool!!!

LET IT SNOW.... LET IT SNOW..... LET IT SNOW....

Currently Listening Let's Get It: Thug Motivation 101 By Young Jeezy Soul Survivor see related

Oh Happy Days! Man I'm in a good mood I think it's the snow... That's cuz the snow mean snow days!!! NO SCHOOL!!! I can sleep all day! Man anymore I am a lazy butt lol. Yesterday I took a nap after school and forgot to wake up for work I was over an hour late! Good thing I work for my family or I would be unemployed right now.... LoL. Anywho's I had a pretty good day today and a really short day yesterday I guess that's cuz i slept all day yesterday.... Oh well it was greatly needed cuz I have been kinda cranky lately. I am so glad that christmas break is coming up soon... I really wanna just get out early and start saving up my money and getting used to being on my own... but i dont know if mr osner is going to let me graduate early yet or not... I will be finding out soon though... hopefully. I think I am going to miss this place alittle but not enough to actually want to come back. I am ready to be out on my own and venture the world.... I know it wont be easy but I am ready for any challenge life is willing to throw me.... I have to do it sooner or later.... and lets just say i'm a very impatient person.... Welp that's whats going on in my mind right now.... i will update tomorrow.... if we have schoool!!!

LET IT SNOW.... LET IT SNOW..... LET IT SNOW....